Level 6 Reaction

I finally got through all of Level 6 and it all is definitely exciting. But I have to confess that I feel like the lone tortoise in a group of hares. The Society is doing great and I will cheer it on. The wonderful breakthroughs and ten-second miracles just have not happened to me yet. I am working on being patient, determining what hasn’t worked in life and doing things differently, and being grateful that I am still around to do it. More than once it could have gone either way for me in life, and even last year was an extremely dark time that was very tough to get through. But I think the Neothink writings have helped me to see through the trials, be they health, personal, economic or otherwise, that the reason I am still trying is beyond money… beyond hope. It’s about quality of life. If our child of the past is not killed off, we keep striving for our hopes and our dreams because in the striving, we find happiness and purpose. It was the German philosopher Nietzsche who said, “He who has a ‘why’ to live can bear with almost any ‘how’.” My better times in life happened when I had something to shoot for and felt I was making progress toward it. So I have resolved to myself that I will either get to where I want to go or die trying, but I will not quit. There were times in the past where I felt I had to give up and I won’t do that again. These meetings have been tortuous because they are inspiring and yet maddening at the same time. They will be much easier once I have gotten over the hump, so to speak.