My Journey thus far

I would just like to start out by simply saying thank you Mark I have just experienced the level 6 meeting I say experienced because from the moment I started reading I realized the feelings that I have had my whole life were not just mine alone my whole life I have known the power that being real and honest holds for me this has also forced me to experience things that I have always had a hard time understanding Religion,Military Bearing,Politics… just to name a few these experiences have always left me with a sense of I know there has to be a better way,finding a better way,talking to people about a better way,people agree on better way(the honest way)The taking action and exposing the fraud part is where I have always found myself holding the bag alone and needless to say let down with these experiences I explain that because I may seem like a fence setter now but this is all so overwhelming to me that a whole civilization is being formed on my life long core value of being honest and real even if it hurts(having to give up things in life)when I received the fist little pamphlet I was in the middle of a 1 year separation from my wife of 20 years she wanted a divorce mainly because we argued to much (in South Carolina you have to have a 1 year separation)I didn’t want it then but I can see why it was needed in my situation now when she wasn’t controlling me the church or the military was I would have never found my purpose (Neothink)I am sorry that it is taking me longer I should be in meeting 8 and I hope that isn’t a problem and I would be justified in saying the courts and the divorce stuff had something to do with that but that wouldn’t be real and totally honest I am just now realizing for myself that I can control my life not my wife the church the military not “god” just me thank you for that amazing gift Mark when I can dig out of my financial problems I will become something in this new world